Even when im not sure of my own feelings, i was able to tell myself that i do care about you. I don't know if it was love or just a simple crush. I'm yearning to know the truth, but i guess i'm also not prepared enough. I told myself today not to give in, and did not start the conversation. You did not text me the whole afternoon, and i finally gave in. Although i gave in, i wasn't that depressed when you never reply my message. I'm more confused now, but i don't care that much anymore. My priority now is to study hard and the rest can wait.
Its the last day of holidays ! ): Tmr need go back sch alr . Hais , not really prepared yet , because , once school reopens , my busy life would start again ! Many things happened this holidays , thursday went to arab street , was quite fun , would post the photos and videos some other day ;D And choir , hmms , on the last day of practise , teacher asked me dunt go syf ! ;D Very happy , than need go back to sch on saturday xD Or i would be skipping tuition ! Which i will nvr do ! :) Hmms , i need to pack my bag alr , byebyes C:
Another normal day , or tired ? Hmms , had choir today , and then Mrs Erp was like damn pissed with us . In the morning , we nvr sing well she just left us and said she would be back at one . So our lunch cut to half an hour than the rest of the time was practising . And later in the afternoon , we were not performing well again . I know its our attitude and stuff , but think about it . People are actually really tired , not just from practising , also from all of her shouting . We were seriously worn out , and was not in good shape . But hope tmr she wunt scream again . Anyways , morning i need go for drama lesson :P
I thought i knew you well, but it was just a hallucination. In any way, i know i don't stand a chance.
ITS THE HOLIDAYS ! ;D But almost everyday need go back to sch , and have tons of hmwrk ! D: Might as well dunt give hoiday luhr ... But at least can sleep one hour later than wake up . Haha , i know its dumb but an hour makes alot of difference ! Hmms , lets talk about yesterday ;] Went to pasir ris to fetch borther home from army , he got rashes everywhere , so ke lian . Haha , they had field camp xD aft that went out to eat dinner ... than went home .. Im so bored , and plus lazy to do my hmwrk !
Konbawa minna san ! Had sports day today , was really boring . Brought my hmwrk there to do , but i did not do it in the end . Haha , was busy watching the match . Haha , aft that went to nex with joyce , annqi , shiqi , serene and audrina . Ate , than went to the pet shop . Saw this really cute pomeranian , but then one of its eyes is like cant open i think . So ke lian :O Then then , aft walking around finally went home . At first whan just like sleep 10 minutes , ended up sleeping 30 minutes ! Andand , heard that Japan had 8.9 earthquake ... May god bless those there , stop taking away lives T^T Praying for themm ....
OMG, i did something really crazy yesterday. Ahhhh, im so scared.... :/ Will it go smoothly as i want it to be? Time will reveal it all.
ANYWAYS , KONICHIWA ! ;D Studying science now , really glad that we dunt have too much hmwrk this weekend . I need to study , but most of the time ,im just slacking or either staring into space ... Tmr having science test so sian .. Studied alr , really hope i can get good marks this time round ! JYJY ! ;D Anyways , last frida was SERENE LEE'S BIRTHDAY !
When I first saw you, I was afraid to talk to you. When I first talked to you, I was afraid to like you. When I first liked you, I was afraid to love you. Now that I love you, I'm afraid to lose you.
Heyy , in quite a bad mood now ... I mean i am like stuck in 2 ppl's problem when it does not even concern me , and i have to resolve it ? I dunt have the time , and i will also not put in that effort . I have my own life where i need peace and quiet . I so regret for deciding that now ... Having tuition tonight , i guess i am gonna fail the test badly >.< Having soar throat too , pain ! T^T I still eat chocolate thought . Btw , audrina today go run the 100m thing ! All the best ! Rmb the promise we made ! Lazy to do any hmwrk , that is whad i feel like every friday ... STRESSED ! I need something to keep me relaxed !
I thought it was real this time, but i guess it was another mistake. If its really a mistake, why aren't you off my mind?
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